Happy 4th Birthday Connor!

Dear Connor,

I can’t believe it’s been 4 years since we brought you home from the hospital on that snowy day in March.  You have blessed our lives beyond measure.  Your Daddy and I had a lot of time together before you came and still we can’t remember what we did before you were with us.  You have brought so much joy and laughter into our hearts.  My prayer for you is that you will be a strong, loving, and Godly man some day.  Before you were born I told God your life was not mine it was His…and that promise remains true.  You are a child of Him and I hope God uses your life for His work and glory.

You are at such a fun age now.  No more diapers or restless nights.  We actually have to drag you out of bed in the mornings….new moms if you think the day will never come.  It does.  You say the funniest things and crack me and Daddy up every day!  You are very polite and compassionate towards others.  You wear your emotions on your sleeve.  You love playing games on the IPad, watching Disney Junior, playing soccer, and pretty much anything with cheese.  I don’t know if you’ll ever have  a sibling, but if you don’t then that’s okay because God has given us the best gift ever.  YOU.

As the years go by and things change for you I can only hope you remain the sweet, kind-hearted boy that you are.  I love you more than you’ll ever know in one lifetime and then some…..

Happy birthday my sweet Connor boy.  You fill my heart with so much joy – you are my angel from God above- you fill my heart with so much love.

Love,

Mommy

Right after my C-section.  10 lbs. of hunka chunka burning love!

I look like a hot mess…but I was pretty doped up.  Ha ha!
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Birthday waffles before school this morning 🙂
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My love my life…Happy birthday Connor!

Weekend Wrap Up

I can’t believe my baby boy will by FOUR tomorrow. It seems like I just brought him home from the hospital. People tell you how fast time flies, and in the moment you don’t believe them, but it really does.  He sure has enjoyed opening up some birthday cards from his Nana & Poppy & Nannie Sue 🙂  Thank you so much!  He loves opening the mail box every day and getting the mail.

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Saturday was pretty relaxed. I did some deep cleaning around the house (fun times).  We made a family coffee run and got an oil change…blah blah blah.  All the things you don’t have time for during the week!20140301_115045

Took a family selfie and it looks like Daddy is “photo-bombing” us!  We had gorgeous weather on Saturday.  I had a really fun engagement photo session I can’t wait to share pics with you!  Then Sunday the CRAZY cold weather hit us again.  I think this is the coldest day in March for Texas in YEARS!  Connor’s school was delayed this morning….oh joy.  Nice to drive up and see a delayed sign on the front door.  An email or call would have been nice.20140301_115527 Opening his birthday card from Nana & Poppy20140301_191206

Here’s our last #selfieaday with my 3-year-old…..tear.  Have a fab week!  Love yuns!20140303_073809

Friday Five: Link Up

1. We got some Papa Murphy’s Pizza this past week to take home. It’s so easy and good for a working Mama like me!  It’s fresh and delicious.  You just pop it in the oven and viola!

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Pepperoni & Spinach, feta, and sundried tomato:
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After they were baked:
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2.  My sweet friends at Seattle’s Best Coffee sent me a coffee care package.  I love those peeps they are so nice 🙂IMG_20140226_212018

3.  I found these gorgeous chairs on Craigslist.  I want them for photography shoots SO BAD!  She’s not willing to split them up though.  I anyone in DFW wants to go halfsies with me on these chairs let me know!

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4.  Our #selfieaday HAPPY FRIDAY post!IMG_20140228_092632
5. I love this….amen and amen.  Happy weekend y’all!zu8128053_main_tm1392862266

Dog Tired

We’ve had a lot going on lately.  Some I’ve shared on the blog or Instagram.  I’m lacking mojo and honestly just exhausted.  There are some days I wish I could stay at home with Connor and have a normal routine, exercise, cook dinner, read books…without having to worry about time or money.  I know God is in control of everything and He knows the desires of our hearts.

I recently changed jobs (same company).  I’m working longer hours now.  I love my job and wouldn’t change it for the world, but this week every day I’ve been dead dog tired?  What gives?  I’m trying to eat better and exercise weather permitting.  Terence has a 2 hour commute every day, so he’s also tired and exhausted at the end of each day.  I cook dinner, do laundry, and dishes…..after that I am wiped!  I know this year is going to be full of changes and struggles.  My mind is constantly reeling.  Do you ever have a problem just shutting down your brain?

I don’t want to be that Mom that’s so tired at the end of the day that all I can muster is a frozen pizza in the oven and Connor is stuck in front of the TV the rest of the night just so we can relax.  But I am sorry to admit that’s the way it’s been lately.  We play soccer or read a book.  But somehow I feel like that’s not enough and I’m only giving 75% of what I should be.  Finding balance is hard and there is no magic key to happiness.

Do any of you struggle with these things?  I know I’m going on and on about feeling guilty.  How do you find happiness and contentment in the everyday when you wish things were different?

Our little #selfieaday moments and morning rides in the car is something I cherish.  Connor actually asks to do the selfies.  If I forget he reminds me 🙂  It’s become a memory and is special to him.

So, even if we just have our few special moments together each day it means more to me than anything in the world.  I know I’m lacking a lot in this role of motherhood…but all of that said….it’s the best thing I’ve ever done in my life.

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Weekend Wrap Up

We had beautiful weather this weekend! In the 70’s….but I hear a cold front is coming through this week.  I always say I could live up north because I hate to sweat, but then I love the sunshine.  Remind me I said that when it’s 110 this summer.  Ter-Bear and I got a lovely date weekend.  His Dad came and picked up Connor Friday night and Saturday.  We got to sleep in Saturday morning and go out for coffee.  We also saw the movie “Pompei”.  It was really good!  I can’t believe that it’s based on a true story and all those people were buried alive in volcano ash.  Craziness!  There was a love story tied in there too.

Me and my honey
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Meanwhile Connor spent the day with Grana and Pop at the new Perot Museum in Dallas.  Pop took lots of pictures for me 🙂  Doesn’t look like he had any fun huh???perotmuseum

Saturday night we had family dinner & all the cousins love to play superheroes.  We are so blessed to have all these little ones to play with and love so much!D7K_5109

My little super ConnorD7K_5131 Today we went down to the lake and fed the birds.  The weather was too nice not to get out and Connor loves to ride his bike.  These birds scared me!!!  They started swarming us the minute they saw food…but they didn’t attack or anything.  Nobody got pooped on.  Ha ha!  D7K_5155 D7K_5209

Happy weekend and may you all have a blessed week!

Live each day and cherish every moment

Five on Friday

1.  I’ve been doing a few photography sessions lately on the weekends…..oh how I enjoy it so much!D7K_4747

I don’t do newborns a lot, but my friend Jenne just had a baby so I asked if I could “practice”.  Isn’t she just a doll?D7K_4854

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2.  I can’t believe in a couple of weeks my baby will be FOUR!   My Mama heart is aching at how fast the time is flying…..Screenshot 2014-02-21 03.45.18

3.  It’s been in the mid 70’s here all week.  Which makes me think of spring time….which makes me think of summer.  I think it’s been at LEAST 5 years since I’ve been in a swimsuit.  Barf.  No thank you!

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4.  Kendra Scott came out with a new SHAPE.  I kinda have an addiction….what do y’all think of it???

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5.  And finally….speaking of diets.  These stupid things are the devil…WHY????  Every year they are on every corner I turn!

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HAPPY WEEKEND