First of all I selected MAKEUP as what I wanted most in my box. I got skincare???
I received a piece of paper with flower seeds in it to plant? What do I do with THIS?
I also got a plastic display of nail color selections, again what do I DO with this???
Random thought for the day:
I was thinking of something this morning….nothing in particular brought this on. But I was thinking about some of the things I do in life and ask myself “Would that person be proud of what I am doing?” Often times I ask myself what if my Papa could see me from Heaven living my life….would he approve of the things I do? He’s not physically here, but if he could see me and everything I do during the day would he be proud? And the answer to a lot of things is “No”. Then I began to think, yes, Papa is not here but he would not be happy about it. God is not physically here either….yet I don’t tend to value God’s opinion as much because I don’t have a memory or a relationship with him like I did with my Papa. That is not right. Not right at all. My relationship with God should be just as important….in fact more important. And I should value what God thinks of my life and decisions even more than I would Papa’s. Which tells me my relationship with God is not as personal as it should be if I don’t even value what God’s opinion of my life is and I just shove it off and say “Well, God’s not really here so what does it matter?” It does matter because He sees and hears everything….and I just have to remind myself that. He is here…he is present…and that does matter. AND GOD CARES MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE WOULD!
I often find myself spending time doing things of no value at all. Some of those things involve the Internet and being on my phone. I never ever want to put these material things over time with my family. My family comes first, and sometimes I need to check myself before I wreck myself. I love to blog and I love to tweet…Facebook or whatever….it’s just finding balance that has been hard for me. So I may not have as much time to do the things I once did, my house may not me perfect, and my makeup may be smudged….but I’m okay with that because the decisions I am making are finally ones I am proud of.
Maybe this makes no sense to anyone but me…ha..ha..